Me...

My hands are covered in bug bites , my face is burnt from too much sun, my liver is inflamed, my blood pressure is too high, the diet I am on makes me hate eating food, I need to sort out my life, I need to work out, I need the Huskies to win a game, my throat is sore, my head is slightly pounding, my ankles crack, my hands hurt from playing with legos, my thoughts are with my friends and family when they should be on the task at hand, I'm in a slump, I'm still grinding my teeth, I had to trim my goatee even though I loved it fat and crazy, my shoes need a shine, my check engine light is on, I need to start taking the medication I stopped taking, I feel undervalued, I have regrets, I have disappointed others, I have disappointed myself, I'm angry, I want to scream, my parents drive me nuts, I need more money, I need to stop wasting the money I have, I need to plan for the future so I don't end up alone and without hope.

My bug bites are healing, I loved the sun on my face as I watched dolphins the entire afternoon yesterday, I'm taking a break from alcohol to try lots of water, my blood pressure is improving, the diet I am on was prescribed by a physician and is working fast, my life is dialed in, I'm heading out to work out when I finish this blog, the Huskies played tough and will win this year, my singing was really strong today, my headaches have been less lately, I'm getting new shoes for my joints, I built legos for my son and he loves them, my boss is trying to get me to relax and worry less about work and more about me, I'm an all star, I'm heading to the dentist next week for a good cleanin', my goatee is soft now that I trimmed it, I'm going to get new dress shoes next weekend, my car has over 150,000 miles on it and I just changed the oil, I'm back on the medication to help my anxiety, I'm well compensated and my employer takes care of me, I love looking forward and don't worry about the past, others around me are proud of me, I am proud of who I am as a person, I'm happy, I want to SING, I love my parents, I make enough money to be happy with my family, I'll have enough money when I need it, but most of all, I need to keep making memories and living in the moment...

Writing this made me feel a lot better, maybe you should try it sometime!

Be excellent to each other....